Friday, April 27, 2012

Thursday, April 26, 2012

A Kid at Heart



At what point
Do we 
Stop enjoying
Eying with wonder
A seed split open
A shoot rising
Out of the earth
Or fungus
Springing out of
Recycled coffee grounds?

At what point
Do we become
So sophisticated
That nothing amazes
Makes us blink in surprise

At what point
Are we no longer allowed
To be silly?

I hope I never reach that point.

The mushrooms come from Back to the Roots and are a fun and worthwhile project for all ages. Yummy too!








Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Music Escape Hatch



Piano


My fingers
Are they really mine?
Disembodied
Not as strong 
Or limber
As they were

Well-worn sheet music
As familiar 
As my daily route
And yet
The surroundings 
Have changed

I start and stop
Play
Waiting for neurons
To remember
To click
For muscle memory
To kick ass

The fingers reach 
And stroke keys
Like bones
Familiar
Searching for the feel 
To slip back

I am the emotion
Behind the touch
The crescendo
The fortissimo
The accent
The slow 
Descent
To pianissimo

Make them wait
Holding breath
For the next
Note

The written tempo
Means nothing
Heart and flow
Released
Until liquid
Knowing
Returns

I am
The soul
Of the music
And I will play it
To the end

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Notch by Notch


Release


Deep breath in
Exhale
Open the door
Home

Greeted by
A box of chirps
Beaks upturned
And two adoring
Tail waggers

Fur under hand
I see a better me
In their eyes
Whimpering
Energetic love

Shoulders drop
A notch

Dogs perform
Backyard dash and dump
While I pirouette
Into a costume change

Jeans?
Sneakers?
Harnesses?
Leashes?
Poop bags?
Treats?
Check!
Check!
Check!

Off we go
Sidewalks
Dog to dog lunging
Tied to beasts
Running in opposites
The wrack turns...

Ducks and geese squawking
River bugs swarming
Sudden sniff stoppings
Jerking
Ouch!

"Ooooh! 
Look at that bud!"
"Sit! Stay!"
Camera! Action! Fire!
Hope
For a moment
Perfect
In memory

Shoulders drop
A notch

Charging children
"Can I pet your dog?"
Hands already slicing
Through the air
This was supposed to be
Relaxing!

Looking for the key
To meltdown control
To unbunching muscles
Readied for a fight
To finding escape
From rat racing

Deep breath in
Exhale
Open the door
Home

Shoulders drop
A notch



Monday, April 23, 2012

Back (sort of)


Time in a Mug

So far this morning
I have poured boiling water
Into my mug's gaping mouth
Rather than the French Press
Where freshly ground coffee
Awaited

I have set the timer
On the microwave
Rather than actually
Running the thing

I have placed
Honey into the frig
Rather than back
On it's shelf

I have poured
A mug of coffee
I somehow
Finally 
Made

But I forgot to pour
What remained 
Into thermal holdings
Which were 
Out of sight
Out of mind

Valuable
Badly needed
Dark liquid 
Cooled 
And bittered
While I sat 
Staring... 
Computer screen
Glowing
Filled to the brim
Wondering
What I am doing?

There is a point
Of tired
Where 
Brain ceases 
Its clicks and grinds 
And musings
But it does try
Floating obscure messages
Protest signs
In a bottle
Through a foggy sea

And when
Just the thought
Of writing
Makes my stomach turn
As I feel fear 
And inadequacy
I know 
I have gone too far

Monday, April 16, 2012

Pause


Taking a break
A pause
From life as usual

Because sometimes
Life doesn't go on
As if nothing has happened

I know it is not enough
But I will be with you
And wish I could do more

Friday, April 13, 2012

Working Girl Anthem

My little stress relieving ditty, which should be sung to the melody of "I've Been Working on the Railroad".

Working Girl Anthem


I've been banging on the keyboard
All the live long day
I've been banging on the keyboard
Just so for shelter and food I can pay

Can't you hear the horns a honking
Rush hour crazies zip on by
Don't you hear the morons swearing
Stick it where the sun don't shine

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Chick Flick 1

This post contains my first attempt at doing an "educational" video. Perhaps someone powerful will see this, marvel at my talent, and hire me as a broadcaster or public speaker. I might even get my own TV show.

It can only get better than this
No where to go but up
Which way to look
Where to put fluttering hands
Do I look fat?
Perhaps this isn't a good color on me
With a twist of hope
For another feather in my cap
Watch me pull a rabbit
Out of my hat
For a chance to show
Myself
I can do this too
And even if it is only this
And not a rainbow to a star
It's writing
It's chickens
It's talking
It's not shy
It's no fear
It's editing
With a twist
It's a story
I'm telling



Okay, so I need to work on my flow. Whatever. And just in case you think one of the chicks is named "Erotica", that's not a bad idea but I actually said Arabica. Just wanted to clarify that.

And no movie is complete without showing a blooper...

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Seriously Silly

(My beautiful sister and I)


I Gotta Be Me


I put one foot out 
As if to step forward
Holding out 
One treasured 
Piece of self
In cupped hands

I pray for
Sweet welcome
Another feather
In my boa

The other foot
Lifts
Stands in transition
One more
Gift pulled
From my basket

Another day 
Oh yes
A good one

I am the sum 
Of many moons and stars
With my own light to shine
Let it be a rainbow


Cross posted on Vision and Verb, where a collaborative group of like-minded women from all over the world share their passion for photography and the written word.

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

This Time It Will Be Different


Another Fresh Start


The floors are rid of dog hair and dirt
Walking barefoot is disgust-free
An oily, aromatic glow rises up
From my dining room table

Dishes washed and put away
Crumb-less counters
Paperwork completed and stacked
Filing could happen
Miracles are in the air

I turn as if ritualizing the room
Facing the four directions
Smiling at the order and empty plains
It’s like some part of my interior
Has been decluttered
Calm settles over the kingdom

I vow to “Keep it this way”
I will wipe the counters and floor
Every morning
I will sweep up dog hair and sand
As it appears
I will not hide dishes in the dishwasher
Until I run out of forks
I will not let the unopened mail
Get lost amongst newspapers and magazines
No, I am a changed woman

Without dog nose smudge
There is nothing to restrain the sun 
As it pours through glass
Dropping unhindered onto
The sides and backs of sunbathing critters
Who litter my otherwise clean floor

I shade my eyes with my right hand
Gazing over calm seas
While I sip a cup of mango green tea

A domestic scene
Of peace and simplicity
Unhindered by distracting chaos
If only it could always be this good

But then it happens
It's inevitable
The morning I oversleep
Or the cat throws up
And routine falls away
In ruins

I rush out the door
Dishes and crumbs everywhere
I arrive home
Too tired
To do more than walk the dogs
And collapse

It begins innocently enough
A bread board left out
Like a tongue saying "Aaaagh"
A pair of work pants
Draped bodyless over the side of the tub 
Muddy paw prints
Leaving a map of a dog's journey

Once again
Chaos reigns
With an evil laugh
Until the circle of housecleaning
To real life and better things to do
Begins once more

Monday, April 9, 2012

Have You Done Your Taxes?


Occasion for Cussing


Numbers gather before me
Like enemy troops
They raise their rifles

I pull out my secret weapon
Turbo Tax
Certainly it will save me

If I can just find
My account websites
And remember the passwords
To print the forms
That hold the encrypted messages

Almighty Turbo Tax
Has the decoder ring
I place it on my finger
And raise my hand up high

And once more
I vow resolutely,
"I, Maery Rose,
will be better prepared
for next year’s attack!"

Sunday, April 8, 2012

Always Interesting


Rejoice

Whatever remembrance
These days bring
Resurrection
Freedom
Rebirth
New life
I have found
Peace and smiles
In giving thanks
For blessings
And struggles
That come
in waves
gentle
and wild
Neither labeling
good
or bad
Simply
Interesting

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Chicks Happen


My chicks are a bit stressed from the long, bumpy ride home. Why is it we never notice how terrible a road is until every bump creates a frantic, harried, shrill chirping? One of the Buff Orpingtons is ESPECIALLY LOUD!

I think they wore themselves out and thus, the photos are a bit drab but you get the chick idea. I'm trying to quit checking on them every fifteen minutes and simply let them sleep.



But now I arrive at the important stuff -- chick names. What's in a name? Quite a bit I'd say. Changing my name to Maery Rose opened up other possibilities. I was able to see myself differently and create a new story. Old habits die hard but I can always ask myself now, "What would Maery Rose do?"

Chick names are a bit different. I don't suppose the chicks care, but the choice is still important, at least to the chick owner.

This isn't exactly a poem, but then few of my so called poems are. In no rules Maery Rose land, that's okay by me.

Chicken names
An important part of 
Every backyard chicken operation

I laughed when I ran across
The name Ann Coulter*
For an especially noisy hen

There are literary chickens
Adorning backyards
You may well find
Sylvia Plath
Virginia Wolfe and
Emily Bronte 

I'm sticking with
My coffee theme
And testing out
Kona
Arabica
Sumatra
and
Robusta

Poor Robusta
Sounds like
GASP...
A meat bird name

Do not worry
Your cute, fuzzy, little head
Well...
Unless...
You're a rooster


*Saw the chicken name Ann Coulter in Jenna Woginrich's book "Made from Scratch" 

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Another Reason Not to Show Weakness


Fungi

Taking advantage
Of a weak spot
Breaking it down
And destroying
The very thing it needs

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Background Noise


Squared

The cube
The cube
Not a science fiction entity
But an office reality

Desk after desk
In tick tack toe pattern

And the experts say,
“Open office design
increases teamwork
and sharing”

Now that is science fiction...

A body leans
On my half wall
Peering at my screen
I twitch
"Can I help you?"

Labels ooze
With a whistle and click
Off to my left

Phone conferences
Four loud voices
On the other side 
Of the half wall

A scanner beeps
A catchy rhythm
While keys slap tap
Fast
Slow
Pause
Accompanied by
A bit of
Rapid fire
Backspacing

Office chatter
Questions lobbed
Back and forth
Over cube 
Non-walls

Teeth clenched
I reread the same sentence
For the third time

Glancing out the window
Must focus...

iPOD and earphones
Rescue me
Sheryl Crow sings
“Good is Good”

And I do what I do
On auto-pilot
Toes tapping 


(Enjoy the music and cool graphics!)

Monday, April 2, 2012

Spring Just Keeps on Delivering



Bloodroot

White satin
With a dash of orange
And a green wrap
Perfectly set off
Against a backdrop
Of brittle brown
Oh, welcome 
Ye spring

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Drum Roll Please


Building Suspense
Rolled snail-lishly
Or perhaps protectively
Taking the fetal position
Waiting for just
The right moment
To pop

p.s. For those who have asked about Luke, I rode him today and he was awesome! Lazy yes. But awesome. Not a cough or even a snort. And one of the boarders told me Luke raced with two other horses from out in the pasture to the barn the other day, and Luke won. He is so busted on milking this Heaves thing. Which made me very happy! He is such a wonderful horse.

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