Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Unknowns and Whatevers Part I


Frugal mode
Tighten the old belt
Another hole 
Again

Can I go 
Six months 
Between haircuts?

Live on whatever's
In my cupboards 
Until they are bare?

I've quit 
Subscriptions
(except internet) 
TV antenna is my friend

Roommate?
Been there
Done that
No like strangers
In my kitchen

Or do I take 
A flying leap 
Of faith? 
That it will be 
All right

A passport
Away, away

Fly
Far
Very far


Take a step
Breathe
Dream
And smile

I can handle
I will handle
I do handle
Whatevers

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Discoveries Found and Waiting


Just walking Luke on a lead line last Saturday started him coughing, and I decided I couldn't handle the "wait and see" for another week. So my kind and generous friend Cheryle hauled Luke and I to the vet office today.

Luke did not appreciate having a tube stuck through his nose and into his airway, and I didn't like standing by watching. I was glad Cheryle was there for moral support. It also helped to have a wonderful vet to do the procedure and other wonderful people to help out. They were all kindly reassuring to both Luke and I, and the vet explained everything they were going to do so I was prepared.

They successfully washed a good sample of cells from Luke's lungs to analyze what is going on in there. I should know something by Saturday or Monday and we can set up a treatment plan from there.

On a lighter note, I made an amazing discovery over the weekend. I've been looking for a more reliable method of maintaining a consistent temperature for my yogurt bacteria to multiply and all that yogurty taste to perculate. Just wrapping a pot in a towel has not held the heat steady enough, although each batch that I've made has gotten better.

I didn't want to get another electric appliance so I found a basic yogurt thermos kind of thing called Yogotherm.


I was all ready to order it online when I discovered that the shipping cost was about $18. Then I discovered that the place that was supplying Amazon with the product is actually local.

So Steve and I drove to Midwest Homebrewing and Winemaking Supplies, which also carries yogurt and cheese making supplies and starter cultures. What we didn't know is that they also have a whole slug of indoor / hydroponic gardening supplies. It was so exciting! Look at that lettuce!


I had never seen such a thing as these growing systems! Who knew?! And now, I want one BAD! They even had some huge tomato plants in the largest grow room.


They aren't cheap, but someday... This would be so cool!

I know... the strangest things excite me.

Oh, and by the way, the last batch of yogurt was the best yet! Just wait until I figure out how to make Kefir.

Monday, January 23, 2012

Another Perspective


I went to a gathering of the Sandhill Photography group last Friday night. Besides having some great food, there was a presentation by Ron Hustvedt of Write Outdoors, which included ideas on how and where to get your photos published.

Club members also brought slide shows of photos they took in 2011. My slide show is in my previous blog post.

It was fun looking at everyone's photos. I'm a relatively new member of the club. I've only been on one of their outings, where as other people have been out together various times throughout 2011, so some of the photos were taken at the same places.

It was interesting seeing how these photos could be so different. People took the same shot from different angles, various distances, and honed in on different things. Each person had a unique style and interest that comes through in their photos.

My interests are pretty evident in my pictures, but I'm not sure if I have a style yet, except for a tendency to over expose, but I kind of like that effect.



I have been at photo outings with other groups and have watched experienced photographers line up and take a shot of something I'd already photographed. After they finished, I would walk up and stand at the same angle and distance and look for what it was that had caught their eye. It was often surprising how appearances can change if you stand a little higher or lower, closer or farther, or in a position that changes the play of light and shadow.

Wouldn't it be nice if people would do that more in life? Look at things from another person's perspective?

Thursday, January 19, 2012

2011 Highlights

I'm getting together with a group of people to share our favorite photos of 2011. I knew I took a lot of photos but was still surprised at the quantity. And I was surprised by the 'feeling' of the year that started to emerge as I pulled out my favorites.

2011 was a tough year for so many people, I wasn't expecting to find the kind of photos that I did. Then the song "Valuable" by Furlough practically threw itself at me.

It wasn't part of my plan to share my slideshow on my blog, but when it hit me how many wonderful times and beautiful places I shared with people in 2011, and how much I appreciate the gift of photography for being there to remind me of this, I just wanted to say thanks to a world and the people that made these memories possible.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Garbage or Nutrients?


I'm on Vision and Verb today. I almost re-edited my post there after some of the comments I've had lately on my blog and on Facebook. You'll see the portion of it I'm referring to. But I left it as is because I'm a work in progress, and I'm writing about the journey. Journeys include bumps.

Thank you all for your positive comments on my previous post. I've been putting some things off for so long that I'm giving myself an extra big push out the gate. I won't cry if one or two things don't get done, or even if I do all my writing and submitting but nothing gets published. I will be so happy to simply have taken the steps forward.

As for Luke, I about crumbled over some of the things the vet said and cried part of the way home but I'm trying to remember, they always try to prepare you for the worst scenario.

Right now, Luke's lungs sound clear but he has a very deep cough, almost sounds croup-like. At the simplest level, Luke could just have a viral infection that will clear up on its own. He's not contagious, so no quarantine. I'm going to let him rest for two weeks, keeping an eye on whether I notice him getting worse, then try working him and see if the cough has cleared. If the cough doesn't clear or he starts to seem worse, I'll take Luke to the vet to have a cell sample drawn out of his lungs for testing -- simple in and out procedure.

Worst scenario (at least the worst I'm aware of right now), he has heaves (or chronic obstructive pulmonary disease). It's not curable but is treatable with some expensive medications such as corticosteroids or bronchodilators for immediate relief.  Right now, Luke is not displaying the worst symptoms of heaves. He's not "heaving" or under distress. He is lower energy than usual but is still enthusiastically eating.

So that is the medical update thus far. Let's hope for a simple viral infection with a touch of allergies. Even if that's the case, I'll need to do some things differently to avoid having him end up with a lung problem. I'm not sure exactly what I'd do differently since the hay he's on is a good quality grass, he's on a high quality feed, and he's outside most of the time, so the usual causes of heaves don't exist.

Lots of apple treats, that's what I'm thinking...

Monday, January 16, 2012

When Jupiter Aligns With Mars


It's the middle of January and I haven't yet written about my intentions for 2012. They are not resolutions. Gasp! None of that malarkey for me!

It's simply that I want to put myself out there more -- not in some obscene, exhibitionist way, I'll spare you that horror. And not in some reveal all, do all, kind of way. Instead, I want to take the risk to do the things I've been putting off while:
  • Waiting for the right moment
  • Or until I've taken enough classes
  • Or done enough research, so I know enough and won't screw it up
  • Or had enough validation
  • Or when just the right door opens
  • And when the moon is in the seventh house and Jupiter aligns with Mars 

No. I'm done with all that. In 2012:
  • I will submit a query to a magazine. That's a scary one because I don't like queries. I want to write something and send it in. I don't want to send an idea and then see if I can follow through on it. But I will do this dreaded query thing before the end of the year.
  • I will send a story to a literary magazine once a month. A friend already gave me a suggestion for a LM that is taking submissions from Polish Writers. I'm not Polish but I thought I was until I was twenty and learned a little about my biological parents. Yes, a story about the severe trauma of an adopted child, who after many years of eating golabki and kielbasa, and having her head wrapped in her babushka, alas discovers she is actually (music crescendo) Irish, French, and Norwegian.
  • I will take a short story or excerpt from my book to an open mike night and do a reading.
  • And to do most of those things above, I've been making myself get up at 4 AM to write 750 words a day, the objective being that a book will emerge out of the glop. The holidays and work stress have thrown me off more days than I like, not to mention that washing and drying my hair takes forever. I am thinking of shaving my head just for this reason. Anyway, the point right now is simply to write a lot, which I'm doing.
  • I will learn how to do a podcast. This is a small part of my larger "grow my skills" endeavor, brought about by the bad messages I receive at work, like: "The team you work on will only be around for another two years." I'll be 56 years old then and have worked for the same company for 35 years. Won't that look amazing on my resume? So I'm hoping that if I do get my chicken coop or my beehive that I can do some tutorial kinds of podcasts and videos to show that I can do more than train on computer software. If nothing else, I will learn how to live off the land.
  • And I have this crazy idea that to overcome my shyness and fear, I will sing at a karaoke bar. Now I no longer hang out at bars so this seems like a stretch and perhaps being on self-produced videos and podcasts fits the same bill, but still, I may do this just for the life experience of it.

And now on to more serious matters and what's really been on my mind all day... When I went to see Luke and ride him yesterday, he had a cough that was different than what I've heard before.


I'm hoping it's nothing as he wasn't in distress, no runs or snotty nose, just a dry cough that was unlike anything I'd ever heard a horse do before. He was fine while standing or walking as you can see above. But he started coughing when trotting and cantering, and wanted to keep his head down low.

As you can see in last weekend's photos, he looked fine then, even while trotting and cantering.



I'm going with the belief that it's nothing serious since he was fine a week ago, but after worrying and talking to people about it today, I'm calling the vet tomorrow morning.

So please keep Luke in your thoughts and fingers crossed that I'm just being a worry wart over nothing.

I must end on a light note and this video made me laugh. It has a little bit for everyone, including some horses.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Latte's First Attempt at Skijoring

During the year of the snowless winter that sucketh, it was difficult for some citizens of the Minnesota kingdom to get excited about skijoring. Those people (like me) who tend to be more into the fun aspect of hooking up to a dog and having her bound down the trail, propelling them on their skis faster and faster, may pay for their folly by being joyfully pulled into a tree.

Thus, when an opportunity to attend a snowless, free, two-hour, skijoring training clinic, put on by the Midwest Skijoring Club, came up on Saturday, I was less than enthusiastic about attending, but even less enthusiastic about broken bones. Okay, I'll admit it, the real issue was being afraid Latte would embarrass me. A terrier doing skijoring? Let's be real.

They say any breed can learn how to pull, and there was a large variety of breeds at the clinic, including a Sheltie. Now that's a herding dog, pulling something that perhaps, in their mind, is wrongly herding them. Talk about an unnatural situation.

Latte's issue is that she's a sniffer. She rarely moves forward without her nose being to the ground. Kind of like this dog was doing for a little while (not constantly!), who looked a lot like Java but is not her.


I asked Jim how to deal with this breed trait. He took control of Latte and showed me how I could pick up my pace a bit, without running. When training, you want to do things as slow as possible so the dog is thinking, rather than just running. But when Latte would try to sniff, Jim would change the pace or ask her to haw (turn left) or gee (turn right) so she was forced to pay attention. The trick was to make what we were doing more interesting than sniffing. Jim suggested using a scentless trail. Funny guy!

I've had help from Jim before at other clinics. He's very good at explaining things and helping you work with your individual dog. Java is very different from Latte in that her reaction to getting overwhelmed with too much going on or if she doesn't understand what I want her to do, is to lay down and refuse to budge, like this dog (to the left) also did at one point.


Latte will just bark, whine, and jump up and down. Darn terriers...

The other trainer, Vicki, told me you have to watch for signs of the dog getting anxious and shutting down and try to quit before that happens. Short training sessions are best at first. But eventually you have to push the dog beyond that tendency, not too far, but enough that they start to realize they can do what you're asking successfully so they become more confident and remain relaxed, not just in skijoring but in other unfamiliar situations.


I understood what Vicki was saying because it's the same when working with horses. You always want to end your ride on a positive note. So when you push to train something new and the horse makes mistakes and gets nervous or angry, you take a few steps back to something you know they will do correctly. You may quit with that positive note, or you may go back to trying the new thing. It's a feel you eventually have for your animal that tells you which choice is best. Whatever you choose, you don't quit until there is something positive you can praise, no matter how minute the correctness was.

How about these winter fashions?



And check out the three-wheeler with the front bar to hook your dogs to. I like how sturdy and stable the bike looks. There were a couple other options you could try, including a kickbike.


I wish I had photos of how the Brew Babes did at the clinic, especially Latte who was pretty cute in her harness when she was pulling around a hunk of rubber behind her. But I knew my focus needed to be completely on her during training or both of us would end up very frustrated. Steve helped me out by working with Java.

I was really glad I went to the clinic, which was part of a larger city winter event, which included a bon fire and horse drawn wagon rides. I learned a few new training techniques and was able to see that skijoring is not an impossible dream for Latte -- if it ever snows...

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Silly Nonsensical

Have you seen the towering trees 
Tower walking their dogs?


Ssshhh!
Close encounters of tree kind...


Did I mention I saw a cloud formation today?
A pipe, like my Dad used to smoke
And alongside it
A match with a sunset orange flame

Sorry
I didn't have my camera
You'll just have to take my word
I can't make this stuff up

I follow trails
Where many men have gone before


Could this be the stairway to heaven?
I think not
Because as I walk


Fish tang punches my nose
I expect to see bodies
Cover the pebbled sand
But no
Just sludge


But still
There is more to see
Where civilization and wild collide


You have to look harder
Than way beyond far
In places 
Peopled apparent


But there they are
What I'm looking for
I should leave it at that
With a deep breath and pause...


But the moon
Is flaring wildly
Me! Me!
Look at me!


So what can I do?
But stop and stare
 Bigger and brighter
Shimmering and shaking
I wonder 
Could there possibly be more?


I'm sure
But it will have to wait
Till tomorrow

Monday, January 9, 2012

Snow Deprivation

Snow has many sounds
Depending on the temperatures
Before, during, and after


Walking the paths
It can be like
Stepping on Rice Crispies
Snap crackle pop!


Squeeky
Like new tennis shoes 
On a gym floor
Or shooshy 
Like a slinky
Coming down the stairs


These days,
There is an abundance
Of slip and slide
If you are into that sort of thing
I am not


Whatever the sound
I love my snow
And wish it would stay
And reproduce
A foot more

(The "real" snow photos [the 3rd and last] are from last year. Ah, the memories...)

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Stable Women?

Last Sunday, New Year's Day, was the holiday gathering of the stable women, as in horse stable women, not necessarily sensible stable women.


With six women riding in an indoor arena, there was no putting Luke into automatic pilot and taking photos. After all, we were doing quadrilles. And it was no easier coordinating a photo of horses and riders in the barn. This was the best I could do.




It was wonderful seeing and riding with everyone, especially since a couple of the ladies trailered in and I don't get to see them very often. Too bad I don't show, as it sounds like several women have some exciting show plans for 2012.

My hopes for 2012 include getting over my solo trailering phobia (for the second time) and spending more time trail riding this spring, summer, and fall. Fingers-crossed that the weather is more cooperative this year. But letting weather stop me is another cop out.

So no fear and no excuses. After that, I have to decide whether I'm going to keep the trailer or sell it to have money for other things. How I do this year will help me make that decision.

Monday, January 2, 2012

Once Again, Good Thing She's Cute

My brain is so full that it's hard to sort through it all and write a blog post.

Usually, around the first of the year, I take some time to reflect on the previous year and ponder what I might want to do differently in the future.

It's not so much a time of making resolutions, like "I'm going to lose ten pounds," although I'd like to do that too. It's more thinking about the path I've been on and if I want to switch it up some to get to the place I'd like to be next year.

But I don't want to get too much into that now because, like I said, my brain is way too overwhelmed by clutter to concentrate in the way that deep thought would require.

Instead, I'll go with some simple, basic reporting on the goings on around this here place. Like this:


I've been letting Latte stay out of her crate in the morning for a couple weeks now. She's loose in the house until around noon, when she gets a pottie break and then she goes into her crate in the afternoon, until I get home from work.

Everything was going great until the lure of leather became too much for her itty-bitty, pinball terrier brain.


Yeah, my leather couch and love seat are the only pieces of furniture I own that are fairly new. Any other significant pieces of furniture I came by from my Mom's old house so this was a hard blow for me. But maybe it would have been even worse if she'd gotten something with emotional significance bound up in its wood and fiber.

One of my sisters suggested that I use some duct tape. My response was "To repair the couch or to tape Latte's mouth shut?" I'll look for a leather repair person and see what they can do, and Latte will probably remain confined in her crate when I'm not home for the rest of her natural life.

I mean Latte hasn't even bothered the Christmas tree decorations, beyond a few wrestling matches.


Java appears to be the one who is contemplating the gingerbread man. 


Latte prayed for mercy and forgiveness.


In fact, I've caught her in this meditative state a few times recently and am wondering how many things I haven't yet discovered that she's asking forgiveness for.


And then there's Shy's drug problem... Java's been trying to council her but I'm not sure she's getting through.


No wonder I can't think straight around here! But alas, how can I not adore these two?


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